I too fight that urge to call it a day. Sometimes it's hard to look at the crap you have to put up with and stick it out. But, I refuse to put my kids through the hell of D unless it is absolutely necessary. We, as parents, are the people they look up to, the people that are their security in this world. I will be damned if I will set an example that when things get tough, run out. Would I be happier? Maybe yes, maybe no. Our kids deserve a hell of alot more from us than the attitude that "my happiness is the most important thing on the face of this earth" Sorry, it ain't. You are doing the right thing, Wedge, and I've said this before but you can never go wrong by doing the right thing. Hold your head high. Keep that GAL thing going too.