Nothing really important, just thought I'd let of some (fill in the blank). I don't know why today seems to be a little gloomy. I had a chat with a coworker yesterday about what's going on in my R. I had told her about what we've accomplished and stuff like that but like other people, she thinks I'm outta whack because of what I'm doing, DBing that is. We got into the discussion about what she would feel if she fell into the same spell my W did. She was trying to imagine what it would take to break off of it. I could only tell her I don't know. Being on the other side of the playing field is completely foreign to me and I wouldn't even know where to start if I was the one abducted by aliens and got my mind all clouded up. This morning, I laid in bed while the W was getting ready and I just stared at the ceiling wondering what the heck I’m doing taking all this crap, then I remembered the boy sleeping in the next room.
I’m having trouble on how to approach the W that I’d like to go to MC without making it look like I’m expecting her to go with me. The C already told me she’d like to see me first, then my W, then both of us, that is if she agrees. We were going for almost a month a half before then we stopped before the july 4th weekend and our anniversary week.
