Thank you whatisis and Mamabear, sometimes I look at my sitch and it seems so little compared to what other folks on this board are going through, but the thing is it's small but hurts like hell.
Just last night, things were going really well, W baked some cookies that I requested, happily I might add. We ate dinner, watched a DVD, had a couple of beers and then I went to bed before W and S8. I woke up at about 3AM and she's still not in bed, I got up and she was on the computer listening to an mp3 I downloaded and waiting for a text message from OM. Oh and one came in just as I was standing there. I couldn't stand there and have her look at me and say "What?".
I guess I'll just keep on knitting and see what kind of product I come out with. I don't know anymore, I'm confused and at a loss for words. I can think of what to say but I just can't type if for the life of me.