I was not able to update my post yesterday since work was a little busy. Yesterday looked like one of those days when everything would not go my way. When I got to work parking lot my W called my cell checking on how S8's swim lesson went and the conversation was suprisingly happy-toned compared to when she left for work. That made the rest of my day!
To add to the phone call, I go in to work and checked email and there was one from my W. She said that she knows that the situation is hard for me and how indicisive she is right now. How she doesn't know what to do and how she doesn't know how long it will take her to come around. She acknowledged that what I said was just speaking my mind and how she feels bad for me and S8 and how she feels she is letting S8 down as a mom. She wants to say sorry but right now sorry doesn't cut it.
