I completely hear you man. I know we haven't talked since before you left for vacation as I have been trying to do the very thing you mention here.
I will hook up with you via email later today or this weekend. Remember that the phone works both ways...I may not be able to offer much advice to a master like yourself but I have a pretty damn good ear.
Hang in there man. You have been an inspiration to me. My thoughts and prayers are with you. C
