A slow road to a happy ending? I realize that there is more involved in making this happen then I first thought. I find that I have been cruising along for a short while now without making any real personal progress for myself or my R. I feel that I have become somewhat stuck without direction for what my next step needs to be.
The BB is a wonderful place for pained souls to find support and seek guidance. Unfortunately, the diversion can also be an excuse to keep us away from making further progress in our own personal situations. Lately, I have found this to be true for myself. I seem to have lost focus and direction and the BB is not helping matters.
I have decided a sabatical is in order. I have some reading/studying to do and some serious communication issues to address with my W. wish me luck and keep me in your prayers as I could sure use them. I'll try to pop by in a couple of weeks to see how everyone is doing.
