GH, thank you so much for replying and advising...what you said was so right i should not use my new discovery to exert pressure on my H. Yes i will use my actions to prove my sincerity.
At many nights I just go insane when I think about how mess up I am and how much I have destroyed my marriage that I depend on H responses so much which is wrong. I just need so much encouragement now, I feel so alone so scared.
His last text to me was "I want you to take care of yourself. I don't wanna lose my parents". I feel so helpless, I can't redeem myself...I can't do anything at all to salvage my M as well as my in-laws forgiveness
GH, you are in the same position as my H...please advise me as a man how would you trust your wife again, what would you want to do..any tips any advise will be great
Really feel so helpless and shameful...need a miracle to happen
