Thank you HO, i know what i can do now is only to be patient and heal my pain and emotional flaws.

H told me he has seen the draft of the papers so now I am just waiting for it. H is very firm about D, his reply is always to ask me to move on and not wait for him.

We had alot of misunderstanding, after he discover the A...i called my mil to tell her the situation, hoping she can give him some support as my H doesn't open to people. My intention was to make sure he is with good hands like my mil, he said i hurt his mum by telling her the A. A BIG MISUNDERSTANDING...I am very close to his mum thats why I can confess to her my mistakes and also hope she can take care of him during my absence...

So HO you think I should just leave him alone for now? So confused as to how I should treat him...2 days ago I went home to collect my letters as usual he will be out when I am home...bought food and packed his clothes and home...hope these are some little things i can do for him now.

Thank goodness there is World Cup now to take away his pain!