Another week has passed, after all that had happened I know H is the only man i love and trust. I sms him everyday to tell him how i feel, to give me another chance but he only responded to message if related to housing matters and to ask me to move on.
I have so much faith that M can be reconcile but at times I have no strength to go further when all his reply was he wants to move on.
Since H found out about the A, we have not met face to face to talk only one phone call the rest was messages. Do you think I should go home to talk to him as I am afraid he will be upset by seeing me now.
The feeling of helplessness is really bad, I read this forum everyday to keep my spirits high to continue to work on my M. I read about how many obstacles were encountered, I will be strong to seek his forgiveness one day.
