Hi Superstressed, I moved out so that he can continue to stay in the house if I stay I know he will move out. It has reached a point of no return, I only know now by moving out it will be easier for him. How the A started was on-line chatting, I could communicate better and tell the OM my problems and he has more time to spend on me. My H he is more busy with work, friends and he love football so weekends were always quite pre-occupied. All these endless days of business has kept us apart and my problem is I have problem telling my H how i feel and allow the distance between us. Now I feel so remorse and ashamed I don't know what to do but to make it easier for him by leaving. All I hope now is H recover from the hurt I done and be happy, as for me I will just wait for him to find me if not I will not disturb him. Thanks Superstressed for reading my problems.