Quote: why she has such low self esteem and therefore why she believes and acts out that she doesn't deserve you.
She's never really said that, PL, though it's possible that she believes she doesn't deserve me.
Another note from our conversation yesterday morning: while we were talking, D4 was coloring in the next room. At one point, she interrupted to show us her picture that she had drawn of the three of us together as a family. When we were done talking, D4 asked her mommy why she was crying, so we told her it was because mommy and daddy weren't ever going to live together again. D4 tried to make a silly laugh and then said, "I was really going to cry," so she cried in W's arms.
That little girl is my biggest weapon. I know that she put W in agony yesterday.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)
Looking forward to your journey. will post more later.