Oh, honey, I am so so sorry. I cannot imagine this fresh wave of pain as you go thru the actual process. If you are sure, then you are sure. I am just sad for you, but you are a wonderful person and remember that God has a plan for you, one for GOOD and not evil (I keep reminding myself too) Keep letting us know what's going on, I'll have to kill you if you leave the boards.
Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Is 43:18-19
If it seems slow in coming, wait. It's on its way. It will come right on time. Hab 2:3
