Quote: I spent a lot of time yesterday with an attractive woman who seemed to enjoy my company as much as I enjoyed hers. It wasn't a "date", but it was really fun and I want to be able to do more of that, and I'm not willing to wait forever.
I'm getting close to the filing point, and I'm cool with that.
Did I really just write that tripe? It isn't about what I want ... it's about what God wants for my life. Am I really so needy for affection, and do I really need my ego stroked that badly ... that I would decide to do what I want? NO!
You can certainly tell that my spiritual life has been in decline the last few weeks. That is something that I am going to address right now.
The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)
