Really felt detached from H and situation for a lot of yesterday (things were crazy at work). Until the end of the day anyway, he called and left mesages at both my desk and my cell phone at the end of the day.
He said he just wanted me to know he's not ignoring me, and not "not calling" for any weird reason. He going through a REALLY hard time (said this a few times)and that I can't help, though he knows I'm so sweet, I'd probably want to and that he wants to talk to me soon.
And he was speaking strangely - almost as if he was medicated (not remotely likely). I have no idea what is going on with him - what this low phase is about this time. These lows seem to be getting worse and this is not a man who got depressed over ANYTHING a year ago. Anyway, I'm trying not to think about it or worry about him. Hard to do.
