W31, OM 20 (actually now 21!) Part III

[RBinBR]

GH, it's funny that you said what you did, because I was just second-guessing my decision and thinking maybe I should have put her on the couch. She was talking last night about what I good friend I've been, both in the marriage and now ... but I don't want to be her friend; I want to be her lover and husband.

I don't know if I can do this too much longer. I know that I can't do it forever. That's why I'm thinking about going completely dark once I have my new apartment, whether OM is gone or not.

My wife is SO hot right now. I mean, she is in better shape now than she's ever been since I've known her. Sleeping next to her, without ML, is a sweet torture to be sure.

I'm thinking that I'll jokingly thank her for being so honorable with me last night ... that it must have been difficult sleeping next to such a hot guy and not taking advantage of him.