Well, I guess I managed to get through the day all right. I thought, after this morning, that she might spend the evening and watch a movie with me (but I didn't ask or anything), but she apparently went out somewhere (I guess with the OM, though I had gotten the idea that he was out of town, so maybe it was a friend). Anyway, she came over to watch D at 11:00pm (late, since that's when I was supposed to be at work), and I gave her an anniversary present. She unwrapped it ... and it was some odor-eaters for her stinky feet. She just about died laughing, then said she was glad that was all I had gotten her because she didn't get me anything ( gee, thanks) and gave me a big hug. I think it was the right way to handle the day, because it let her know that I was thinking about her, but it was also funny and not pressuring or guilt-inducing.

I'm still pretty bummed out, though. Happy-freakin-anniversary to me.

The LORD is near to all who call on him, to all who call on him in truth." (Psalm 145:18)