Corri... I didn't directly answer your question, " Do you have a fear of intimacy?" and I know that I do, and that is why I continue to post here, to try to get to a better place with H, even though we have progressed so much. I guess the major change for me lately is that I am less in blame mode and am trying to stay openminded and keep my heart available. I am not unhappy as I may be slowly accepting my emotional limits with H.
