H is out of town for the next few days. We took a break ( after a whole two days) from the " intimate exchanges" offrered in the Peace Between the Sheets book. Guess that's enough of peace and intimacy for us!

I just don't think I am an EC leading to sexual desire person, so it all feels difficult and strange for me. Also, I just kind of feel if you have to push yourself so much to get into doing the exercises, it's going to backfire. And that's what I was feeling.

I have learned ( and have seen this before) that H is an EC leading to sex person...there's also less performance anxiety in this slow, heartfelt touching kind of thing. But it doesn't quite do it for me...I'd rather feel the EC after the sex.

Not sure what the next paln will be when he comes back...maybe no plan.