PL, I am so happy that I can help you. I too, have sad times. My H still lives with us and spends a lot of family time with us. I would just like him to hold my hand, to pull me towards him and give me a kiss. I want to feel like he cares about me - like he used to. Unforntunately, he doesn't have those feelings anymore. Not much I can do about that except to not be the nagging, complaining bitchy person I was last year.
As an update to my sitch, Saturday H came home at 1:00 (the time he ALWAYS came home on Saturdays before the A began). I was totally shocked as now I just do whatever and never expect him to be here. I had just turned on the barbeque. So, we ate, relaxed and then went back to the park district pool and bought passes for the summer! Had a great time.
Today, we went to Great America. Spent 9 hours there, even though it rained practically the whole time. Everyone was so happy and had such a great time, especially with Dad!! He really is such a great father - fun, smart, strong, cool & cute!
My parents are coming to town tommorrow morning, unexpectantly - I just found out tonight - so I will now turn into a cleaning maniac - GH, you and your W can relate
Hopefully I will have time to update tommorrow. Thanks for keeping up with me and if you have to, go back and read the things I posted recently about the things I have read; they really seem to be working - at least for my sanity.
