Thanks for the cheerleading. Had another great day yesterday. I babysat in the morning, then was outside with 2 of my kids around 2:00, when my H pulls up. OMG, I can't believe he is home this early! He said he just wanted to come home, didn't want to be at work - yay! I took my oldest D shopping and when we came back H and my other 2 kids were gone. They left a note that they went to the public pool. D and I joined them and had a really nice time. H suggested I get passes for the summer since the kids enjoyed it so much. After we came home we sat outside and had a few cocktails with our neighbors - something we did all the time last summer before the A started.
He gave me a nice hug this morning as he left for work and said he would call when he is on his way home. I stated we might barbeque or the kids and I may be at the pool again. No pressure. We will see what the day brings. But whatever happens I will make a conscience effort to control my emotions
Tomorrow for Father's Day the kids and I are taking H to Great America with a friend of mine and her kids, it's supposed to be 99 - should be fun!
If the timing is right this weekend I will bring up counseling and see when would be good time to fit into his schedule. Even if he decides he doesn't want to go, I may go alone and update her on my progress.
