I really feel the need to "talk" to him again. But his actions indicate to me that he is still very much involved with OW so I feel he would only lie to me some more just to pacify me and shut me up because he does not want to deal with this. I am so up and down right now who knows what I will do the next time I see him. If I do talk to him I do not want to be confrontational, I just want him to know my feelings AND my boundaries. That I have chosen to stay in this pathetic exuse for a marriage but I will not do it indefinitely. I know he still has feelings for me and is probably, in his stupid way, trying to protect me from the pain by not "admitting" to anything. He is actually trying to "act as if". Anyway, I am off to have some fun with the kiddies!!! Talk at ya'all later.
