But why shouldn't I give up? Why should I be the one suppressing all of my feelings and letting him get away with this? What am I trying to hold on to? He is clearly in love with someone else, if he could afford to leave he would be gone already. He doesn't care about me and his actions show that he doesn't care about his kids either. If he did, he would come home from work every day and be with them. It is a beautiful day, our kids are now out of school, our son worships the ground he walks on. Where is he? F-ing someone in my new convertible????? I'm tired of making excuses for him, telling the kids he is working or with his "friends". I know I am angry and irrational, but I feel I have a right to be. Why am I the one walking on eggshells and acting "as if".
