Calm down, sweetie. Please.

Really, I KNOW how you feel. I suppressed all of it down for months while I let things run their course and let it out this weekend.

I am happy to give you my phone number if you like, through email. You KNOW I have more time on my hands now

Again, email: jazzy73_11@yahoo.com

Please consider it. If it helps to calm you down and make you more rational and save destructive actions to your efforts, then CALL.

I have been where you are. Day in and day out. I have seen hundreds, thousands of $ flow out of our account. I cannot tell you.