GH, I'm tired too! And by the way, hijack all you want, I'm honored to have you here.
Anyway, I'm tired of trying. I'm tired of being suspicious, I'm tired of not trusting, I'm tired of ACTing like everything is ok, I'm tired of trying not to think of H and OW, I'm tired of not just yelling and screaming and beating the crap out of H and telling him to get the heck out of here!!!!
But......wait.......I want my marriage to work.......I want to stay married to my children's father........I've been married and divorced before, there will always be problems, maybe different ones, but always problems. We are not perfect. We need to work to make the best of our situations, none of us are at the point of ending it. Some days we might feel like it, but come on, be real - we DO NOT want our marriages to be over. I know, we cannot force our spouses to love us, but they are still here - so make the best of a bad situation. Just be happy!!!
Hey, did I hijack GH's soapbox? Kane, are you out there? I don't know how old you are, but my Dad made us watch Kung Fu when we were little and I am assuming that is where your name came from, am I correct?
