My last thread has been locked up for days, I actually didn't know cause I have been posting on everyone else's thread except my own.
Will have to figure out how to link again.
As an update to my current sitch. I have been doing really good. H has some unaccounted for time for the past couple of days - I'm not obsessing or freaking out over it. Why not you ask, cause what good would that do? I have resisted the urge to check up on his cell phone and have not questioned him when he does come home - I am acting "as if". It really works wonders. We are back to hugging, long tight ones where he rubs his hand up and down my back.
This morning before he left for work I asked him "I was very close to joining you in the shower, what would you have done?" He says "at first I would have freaked out, but I would have liked it" For those who don't know, we have not had a physical R since last October. So now you know what my next obsession is going to be - I will be in that shower before the weekend is over
Now, let me dig out my "firm, flat abs" DVD for a little toning and I will definitely be heading to the mall to hit V-Secret today. When and if we do get together, I want it to be unforgettable - all advice welcome. Wish me luck!
