I just really can't take anymore. Her affair has been going on for 18 months maybe longer. 18 months is what she has admitted too. But like I said, everything out of her mouth is a lie. so I don't beleive it's only been 18 months. Even after I told her I would give her the divorce and she had no reason to lie anymore she still continued to lie. She has said so many hurtful things to me I'm realizing she is not even close to being the person I once married. She's told me that she would like to buy my half of the house out but I don't think she even realizes that she would never be able to afford this place on her own. I've told her I want the house sold.
Gotta laugh though. When I asked her why she was giving me all this affection over the past few months she said she felt bad about me and the sitch she brought us into and that it really had no meaning in it for her. Yet this morning as I walked out the door she rushed up to me to give me a kiss and a hug and I have to say I rejected it completey. I just don't want something that means nothing!
She seems to be very scared at this point and tried to call me several times today and when she finally did get in contact with me asked how I was. I said good under the circumstances and as she hung up she gave me the usual token ILY and again I rejected this.
