Well, Iguess I did reach my limit tonight. I know I could not last a year or more under these conditions. I just need more from the relationship than she is willing to give. Today she started to dredge up all the unhappy memories in our marriage and I just couldn't take it anymore. I got upset and my tears took over. She then told me that I would never trust her nut I know she has been lying along our journey. So with that I decided it was time for the ultimatum. I laid it out on the table and told her this is not what I want, that she knows what I want but I am prepared to move on and give her the divorce she has said she wanted if she couldn't bring just one shread of honesty back into our relations ship. She of course told me she has been honest with me all along and again that I have to trust her. I told her it was impossible for me to trust her when she is so obvious about her attempts at diseption. Not being able to take one more lie I presented her with all the evidence I had gathered in the months past. Once I got her to admitt to that lie decided to confront her again about all the other lyes she has told me. Finally she admitted to them and I now realize I will never be able to trust her. Tomorrow I will make the first steps in ending our marriage.
I thank all who have supported me over the past few months. You gave me hope when I had none but now I know it really is a hopeless case and I need to move on with my life to keep me healthy
