Today was a mild rollercoaster of emotions. Nothing too high, nothing too low. The disconcerting part of today was that I just felt numb.
When my mood was low today I turned to praying for God to give my W eyes and ears to see His will and hear His word. I also prayed that my W would be open to seeing and hearing God. I do, however, know that the enemy is at work in my W and in my family and he will work to defeat God's plan. I pray daily to ask God to use me as His servant and to help me to be the man He has always intended me to be. I also pray that he will fortify my W in her battle with the enemy so that she will be able to glorify God in her life and with me in our M.
A big thanks to AmyC. I have really learned how to pray in a heartfelt and meaningful way from reading what she has to say. When I pray in the way I have learned, I am comforted and confident in knowing that His will is for me, my W, my M and my family to defeat the enemy and his treachery. It is after praying that my PMA is pumped up and I am spiritually nurtured and fortified.
