Thank you. I am and I know. Sadly, so does she. It's just that when she's pissed, rational thought stops and the venom flows. But what my W doesn't understand is that I have gained a great deal of strength and self confidence as a result of dealing with the aftermath of my horrible mistake. I know that I was wrong. I also know that through being penitent, I have been forgiven. NOW, the ball is in her court to give both of us the gift of forgiveness. As I told her, forgiveness is not a feeling. Forgiveness is a DECISION.
