I apologize. I did mis-state myself. I don't think you were throwing my D in my face. However, you HAVE been proving my point, over and over again.
Quote: AND actually, now that I think about it, you didn't exactly make Mr.Corri sound like a "bucketful of rainbows" as I recall back when you were posting about your marriage.
Okay, given that I am now in fact D, do you think that other people agreeing with me that my spouse was acting like a royal AZZ helped me climb out of my pit... or help my justify my position?
Quote: ...I mean, even if you took everything that I have posted about my marriage with a whole cup full of salt, would you personally have any interest in trading places with me?
I saw an entirely different you when you first came back. Go back and read your first post you made here upon your latest return. What would you say to yourself?
Quote: The fact that I was seemingly "happy" when I came back to the BB and then quickly became seemingly "unhappy" in short order, has more to do with the fact that I am a ridiculously wishy-washy, impressionable person than any inherent shortcomings of the BB.
This goes directly to my PMA comments. Because you ARE impressionable... you are not GUARDING your positive outlook.... and I'm going to ask you... could your current pessimism be feeding a skewed and wharped view of your M? When you first came back... wow. Now.... wow again. Opposite ends of the spectrum, but the only thing I've really seen change is your PMA.
By all means... go to the shrink. I'm a big supporter of counseling.
All I'm saying is we tend to manifest that which we project... and in my opinion... there is a lot of negativity being spouted here lately. Take some time away... gain some perspective. You've done it before. This time... do it with consious point of seeing if you start to feel any better during your time away... and how you feel when you come back and hang here for a few weeks.
