My PMA is bahaving strangely. Like there's a force field yellow tape all around it that says "caution". Now that I see what I want is within reach, I'm scared to trust and it's playing tricks on me. Won't let me think positively.
Why do we think so much about it all, why can't I just be glad for the baby steps again?
When I'm around H it is good, but a little nerve wracking. Sweet, and also awkward. Getting to know each other a little bit again (small doses), it's like we reach for the familiar and yet want to be different and better. Is this normal?
Wish I could afford another session with Arnold, so I'd understand this part of the process better.
Getting to know each other a little bit again (small doses), it's like we reach for the familiar and yet want to be different and better. Is this normal? 
