Hi Heidi,

I'm glad you had fun at the wedding, I'm glad I've not been invited to one since this whole mess started, I'd probably have to decline...ANYway....

You are right-you certainly are a much different person that you were when all this started...athough still very strong...you are more, uh....centered...that's a good description.

It's nice when that feeling gets a hold of you isn't it?! I just wish it would be a permanent thing (for me) I still deal with 'internal backslides' as I call them...bad feelings and thoughts, but I usually handle them in stride anymore. It gets easier and easier!

Happy Birthday Girlfriend!!! You go out and have a great day!

L

p.s. I think you H is nuts....hopefully he will wake up and 'get it' and get you-that is, if you're still interested when he does wake up.....I'll be thinking about you!