Going to start with this email from SO this morning....
" I'm trying to right all the wrongs I've done and get back to the life I miss so much"
Oh boy....I don't know guys, but it really seems as if things are headed in a good direction this time. So, how come I'm all nervous and stuff? Hesitant, wanting to say things, yet holding back?
I know why. Because after all this time, it's so hard to believe the time is finally here. I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop. For SO to say forget it - I made a mistake. I want to be with OW. Bye, bye NM. Every email he sends...every time the phone rings...I almost dread opening them or answering the call. I wonder how long it takes to "believe"?
Someone smack me, whack me, clobber me with the 2 x 4. Tell me to believe in the power of positive thinking.
Never mind - I did it myself! One day at a time...hour by hour, minute by minute if necessary. I've got more I need to get out here, rather than with SO...but, house work calls; and, as keeper of the Cheerios, the kids won't give me a minute to organize the thoughts swirling through my head. I'll have to try and get back on here later.
