Well, back to feeling like I've been kicked in the stomach by Jekyll. Just got off the phone with SO - he was released from the hospital and was at his apartment.
He wants me out of the house before the start of the next school year. Approximately 45 days for me to find a place to live and move - all without any money. Oh, he said he'd give me "some". Take whatever contents I want, the Explorer and go. Oh and "get my ass back to work and start contributing because he's not paying for everything forever."
His behavior is so over the top bizarre it's almost scary. I've never heard him this angry with me or yelling such vile things at me. Almost out of the blue. The conversation started great - he called, was talking about how he felt, then whammo - next second he was yelling & cursing and blaming me for everything. Even when I agree with him, he still tells me I'm arguing with him and being difficult. I don't get it and I don't deserve that kind of treatment from him.
So, I'll go. It's in mine & the girls best interests to give him what he wants. Once I go, once I move across state lines and uproot the kids, I'm done with him. He can have his house, his cars; his fans; his OW. What he won't have is his family and he'll be losing a hell of a lot more than I will or the kids. He better be ready for it.
