I wonder sometimes if I'm putting too much emphasis in the wrong place. Is it better to have SO move back here or not? My head says financially, it's the smarter thing to do. My heart says, Uh-uh, no way. Hurt, hurt, hurt.
But, then my mind starts whirling again and I wonder - what does his moving back mean? From OW standpoint, I mean. Would OW stand for him moving back here after being with him at his own place? Not if she's a smart girl...lol. So, does that mean it's over? And, if it is over - wouldn't it be better to have him here? Maybe I'm hoping for a fairy tale ending or something. Perhaps these grand illusions are what my problem is. I just don't know how to handle this and wonder if I'm focusing on the wrong thing.
