I am very sorry about your job sitch. I hope that isn't too much of a blow to your ego. I hope you understand it is a reflection of the economy, and not your 'worth' as a person or employee. I can tell you... as a person who has to face 'laying off' people, it is a fcking nigtmare.
I can also tell you as a previous LD... I used to DREAD anniversarys and birthdays... and V-Day... and any holiday pre-schdeduled... any time alone that could be constrused as... 'but you SHOULD WANT to BE with ME and have SEX with me time...!!!!"
It just DOES NOT work that way for a person who is exhibiting LD tendencies. And I say this because I am NOT a believer in LD/HD.
Tell me honestly... were you WAITING for your H to acknowledge your anniversary before he left for work? Were you EXPECTING him to do something in a particular way to acknowledge your anniversary? Just because you said happy anniversary BEFORE he did... did that make anything he did as a follow up null and void of valid meaning?
Facial expressions are a gateway to the soul. What are you expressing on a soul level that you do NOT realize is being conveyed through your facial expressions...that you have not already expresed here... which is... you are dissapointed in your H, your M, your life. He is not what you want... nor what you will ever want... and how the heck could you NOT expect him to pick up on that?
