I can totally relate to the part about thinking this R is a lie and I totally "ditto" all of what you said. Sometimes it gets really lonely and when I'm feeling really down I have to remind myself of all the good I have in my life. I guess that's what I was doing...reminding myself!
Well, I can now scratch "having a job" off my list of things I am grateful for! I got laid off on Friday. So, now I am a "stay at home mom" on unemployment! It shouldn't be too bad, with DS out of daycare, the difference in my unemployment compensation evens out. My in-laws have a pool a couple blocks away so we'll be hanging at the pool this summer! My job will hopefully bring me back in a couple months when the "financial situation" resolves. Hmmm...we'll see. Otherwise it'll be finding a new job this fall. Yuk.
Today is my 9-year anniversary. H totally forgot to even say Happy Anniversary to me this morning. When I finally said it to him he was like "oh, I'm sorry." He is working late tonight so we won't even get to have dinner together. We don't usually exchange gifts, instead opting for a "date night" out. He hasn't even mentioned anything about planning that. Oh well. I guess this month has taken it out of me. I am tired of trying and need him to give something. But, he doesn't rememeber that he needs to give and so instead of being the nagging wife this time, I'm just not saying anything.
See ya'll later, have a great night.
Nicky
"There are two types of people -- those who come into a room and say, 'Well, here I am,' and those who come in and say, 'Ah, there you are.'"
Frederick Collins
