sexually nothing has ever been worked on. I have shared my feelings and desires with him but havent ever gotten a clear response on what he thinks. I guess we have been so busy raising kids that until recently it has become an issue that i cant get past. Now what are we doing? Hummm we started reading a book and tomorrow evening we are going to see a counselor. I know somewhere down deep he loves me but I dont know if he has the desire to work on whats broke. As for me... Im ok. Suprisingly I have figured out that Im a person of value and I will be fine... I do worry that if things keep going the way that are that I will (I hate to say this) be the one tempted to go outside of marriage. Not saying there is anyone out there I am interested in.... I can just see the possibility...
