Read your update. You are in my prayers. The running is tough. Al-anon is a great idea and I bet it would help you in unbelievable ways.
Drugs & alcohol and om seem to go together. My w was never much of a drinker, but I've been hearing more and more drinking stories from her lately. You're right, all theswe things are so much easier than stopping and looking inward for a while. My wife seems incapable of doing that.
