I love her so much and she loves me so much it is so hard to imagine leaving her over this but it is equally as hard imagining a life feeling as sex starved, frustrated and unatracive as I do. This is clearly the biggest dilemma of my life because niether choice seems feasable...so in turn I am always searching for a solution.
Why can't she just get turned on? I have so much trouble imgaining life from he persepective as a person who apparently has no sexual fantesies or never has masterbated. I mean what does that mean? This just seems so messed up. I fantazize about her coming to a self realization that she is actually LD and some how she learns how to tunrn her self on and finds me sexually attractive but from what I have read that is extremely not likely. As a man it is important to me that my SO finds me attractive and I turn her on, but despite her repeatetly telling me that I do turn her on etc...her actions and signals are so far from her words.
