Of course I dont R her, but it feels like I am doing it to her and not with her.
The celebrity thing is real, I dont think she is having an affair. She just seems to feel that everything relating to her friends is more important than me or our daughter. She still says she L me and gives me H&K's but they feel hollow to me. The hug with a pat is a dead give away from her, thats the way she hugs my sister she hates.
yes she has been specific about some of the things that happened to her in the past and the O part of sex was the bomb she dropped. Said it reminded her of the past. Umm, we have been doing that for years everytime, so now its a problem.
The last "Just get it over with" was unprecidented, never happened before.
I have been pulling back from her fantasy and not following the Cheesless tunnels, but some are hard to resist.
I guess this is just a midlife thing for her, but its hard to distinguish between that and an "I love you, but I am not In love with you" situation. I know people change, but shes lost it.
