NW, just an FYI, it really helps to keep things going on one thread. That way people can follow your story and you won't have to do so much back-tracking.
I need to run right now and my only advice is that you BETTER be done snooping! If you want to move forward, you really need to end this practice NOW. It does NOTHING to help ANYBODY, least of all, YOU. Use these 10 days to go cold turkey and 100% focus on YOU! I think you are ready to do that but just follow through on it!
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P.S. You can always copy and paste the last post to your other thread.
