Thanks PA, Mama and Walking. I think I HAVE made progress but I still have a LONG way to go. These days I am getting complacent and I think I risk going back to some of my old ways. I am working on being truly aware of what I am doing and who I am on a daily basis. I just don't want to wake up a month from now and realize that I am right back where I started from 6 months ago.
Thanks for the continued kind words and you can't know how much I appreciate it. Actually, my head is not really swelling TOO much, lol.
As for my W, well, I think she MAY be seeing the better side of me after all this, at least I hope so anyway. Time will tell.