Hi allottolearn! I read your other post and appreciate reading about your experience.
Today might be a pivitol point. I wrote about it on your post. I wanted to post for advice - and welcome it, but think it's probably time to just wing it.
And it's time to let go of the what if's. It's time to not feed off of how others treat you or what they think of you or how they can't love you. And it's time to lighten up about what we can't control - but probably influence.
Kent - I do fear being blown off yet again but that fear is dimishing. H and I will talk today - I told him (180) - but said it in a caring manner. I won't lecture - just tell him what ever comes to mind. I will copy allotolearn and #1 say we can make it and #2 discuss how I think we can make it. I won't try to go fishing in his brain. I won't play games.
