I am so sorry to hear the pain in your posts. I feel what you are going through. You are so deserving and the love you are seeking. You are worthy. Give yourself a break, it's okay.
Please dont' do anything hasty...you have friends here. People who truly care about you. We will help you throgh this.
I'm in the Philadelphia area, if any of your workshops pass through here, send me and email seasonsch@verizon.net and we'll talk. Please take care of you. You are a great father and your babies need you to be there for them.
your in my thoughts and prayers, Nicky
"There are two types of people -- those who come into a room and say, 'Well, here I am,' and those who come in and say, 'Ah, there you are.'"
Frederick Collins
