I know little of you but from what I lurk and read. I will say this, I lurk here because I see in you an honest man who is trying with all his might to change and be someone who he wants to be and in turn someone his wife will want to be. I see wisdom in your posts and I see caring of others in your responses to their posts.
In just lurking today, I am a bit unnerved about your posts. As GGB stated, I see you mean a lot to many on this board. I have seen you help them as you try and help yourself.
I know the despair, most of us do from now and then, I intimately now where you are at and what you are feeling. They may not be the same but I know the feeling. Focus within. Look inside to that man you have changed into and is strong. These are just feelings and feelings change. Focus on the inner strength you have built. Focus on the caring those here are sending you today. You are a success in many eyes, mine included.
Respectfully posted, F4W
Through honest giving of my love I will recieve 10 fold in return.
Just because a person does not love you in the way you want, does not mean they do not love you!
