Thanks GGB and LFL. I have done so. I wrote her a long email just baring it all. I know it is not ideal, but there is no way of saying all that over the phone or in person, and I will go crazy if I don't get it out before the end of this workshop. I intentionally didn't edit it, or even read it over when I was done. We have to start being able to speak from our hearts without fear of reprisal. I do recognize that there might be misunderstandings, but with a loving attitude, we can figure it out.
"Recollect me darlin, raise me to your lips, two undernourished egos, four rotating hips"