Chrome, I know of the place you are in. My wife has NEVER EVER called me while I was away on business. She doesn't send me emails other than stuff forwarded from others, she doesn't leave me love notes either. She also isn't into a last fling before I go and is "too tired" for any kind of loving when I get back. It is just the way it is, and doesn't seem to be anything I can do to change it. It makes me sad when I see other couples sharing closeness, including in the movies. Somehow I missed the day when they went over picking a wife I'd be happy with. Days like today I wish I could hit the reset button and start all over but with the knowledge I have now. There is no reset button though, and between the kids, my vows in front of God and my promise to her, this is my life. It is my responsibility to make the best of it and accept what I have.
I wish I had some advice to give you; I don't really. All I have to offer right now is a sympathetic ear.
