I'm so sorry I sent you such a tough post previously. You are obviously not in a space where tough love will be beneficial. If I could I would send you out one of my squad of HD "wet nurses" AKA "The Sisters of Mercy Sex" but perhaps that would be counterproductive as well as imaginary.

I remember when I was in the phase you are probably going through- I would feel like crying everytime I saw any sign of romance in a movie or any mention of SSM issues on a TV show. For instance, I had to turn the channel instantly when even just a commercial for "Everybody Loves Raymond" would come on. Trust me- things will get better and worse and just plain different and these things won't effect you in the same way forever. Besides, what Hap said about nicknames is really true. My H calls me "Bunny"!

"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver