chrom "my W would never send me an email with a pet name." She never calls when I am away, sends emails, etc.
Tell her she has to starting when you go on this trip.
I just don't know if I can do this anymore. You have to keep doing it. First for your self, then for your W and then for the kids. They all need you even they may not show they do.
Nothing left in the old bag to keep you going? Then how did you get this far? Ask W for some energy, some reasons for keeping on keeping on. It is one step, one hour at a time if it has to be. Don't worry about next week/month. Live in the now.
What changed physically in the past couple of months. Not much I suppose. You kept going then. You can now.
Make a deal with your W, you say you will call the first couple of times, she has to call a couple of times.
I get the same thing from BB, I do all of the calling too. I am still working on the R.
If you have the time and privacy, your forum friends will reply here to anything you post. So at leat, your cyber friends communicate with you.